well , it's really really hard for me to adapt to this new environment ! everything's different :\ i need strength to go through all this , i can't do this on my own :\ i've been staying in my previous house for these 13 yrs of my life , & now what i have to do is shift out to somewhere else . It's like " i lost a part of me " The memories & all the times i've been in my previous house is what makes me so reluctant to leave . I just don't want to leave , but what can i do ? I CAN'T CHANGE A THING , all i can do is live with it :) I'm smilling but i'm close to tears , and i'm in tears actually :\ I'm gonna stop blogging now ! Toodles