Holidays are here.

And so, the time of the year i've always been waiting for. End year break :) HAHAHA, yeah it officially started this week. Well, so far so good. Haven't been going out much, YET, but it was really nice having my cousin sis over & then going over to my grandma's and helping her out with the house chores & prepare to welcome our new member to the family, my little cousin bro. Can't wait for him to be borned. Hahaha, so as my cousin sis came over, as always we'll take tons of pictures, that's what girls do best, isn't it? Hahaha, so basically why i'm blogging at this hour, 1.10 am is because i'm really bored & i'm still not sleepy yet. I have been sleeping at 4ish in the morning, everyday eversince the holidays started, even the self declared ones :P Hahaha, and i have these really huge eye bags now, oh well. And oh, it's gonna be a long day for me tmrw, replacement class at 10.30 am, then hopefully i'll go over to my grandma's to meet my cousin then we shall go catch a movie & then i have to be back by 8 & head for my jamming session with my band. HAHAHA, that's about it for tmrw. Okay, i've nothing much to blog about now, but only pictures to post. So yeah. Toddles.

Letting go.

Jesus instructs us to forgive our enemies and those who have hurt us. Forgiveness and letting go can lead you down the path of healing and peace. Letting go can mean forgiving; letting go of harsh words said to us and hurt feelings, letting wounds close and choosing peace; letting go of the need to be right and choosing happiness instead. Forgiveness is the key to letting go. Forgiveness isnt about releasing him or her, its about releasing you! Happiness is always possible, but we have to be willing and open to receive it--and sometimes that means letting go of what we're holding onto. It sucks to know that you need to let go but you can't because you're waiting for the impossible to happen. Before you let go of something dear to your heart, try imagining life without it. Then decide whether or not it's worth holding on or letting go. Moving on in life is never easy when you find it hard to let go of what youre leaving behind, when there remains in your heart a small flicker of the fire that once burned so intensely with love and passion but move on. Renew, release, let go. Yesterdays gone. Theres nothing you can do to bring it back. You cant shouldve done something. You can only DO something. Renew yourself. Release that attachment. Today is a new day! Forgiving someone does not mean denying a person's responsibility for hurting you, nor does it mean minimizing, or justifying the act. It does mean willing to forgive someone without condoning or excusing what they did, and then letting it go. It may be hard, but it's never impossible.

Hey bloggers. Sorry for not blogging for quite some time. Was really busy with my finals & etc. But hey i'm back. HAHAH. Well, my finals are over. And my usual long school break's starting soon. So yeah i have more time to blog. My aunt from Canada's back, had a great time with her in Penang. She'll be coming down to KL, for a few days then she'll be flying back to Canada. She kept reminding me about my grandma. Yeah just by looking back at those good old days with my grandma, will bring me tears, because i know i can't be with her anymore, she's gone for 5 years already, 6 years soon this coming 19 June. But i really do treasure all those time we spent together & it will remain in my heart forever. I used to be her baby princess, where she used to protect me, love me, care for me & etc. She was really someone i looked up to. And well, yeah i was just her princess. There's nobody who can replace her, she's just heavenly like that. I'll always remember what she told me " Never settle for less than you deserve, cause you're my princess & you deserve the best. Find someone who can treat you as good as how i treat you or even better ". I miss being her lil baby princess. Well but no matter what i do i can never bring her back. It really sucks aye?