Dad's are special people, no home should be without, for every family will agree, they're so nice to have about, they are a happy mixture of a ' small boy ' and a ' man ', and they're very necessary, in every family plan, sometimes they're most demanding, and stern and firm and tough, but underneath they're as soft as silk, for this is just a bluff, but in any kind of trouble, dad reaches out his hand, and you can always count on him, to help & understand, and while we do not praise dad as often as we should, we love him & admire him, and while that's understood, it's only fair to emphasize his importance & worth, for if there were no loving dads, this would be ' loveless earth '. Walk a little slower daddy, said a little child so small, i'm following in your footsteps & i dont wanna fall, sometimes your steps are very fast, sometimes they are very hard to see, so walk a little slower daddy, for you are leading me, someday when i'm all grown up, you're what i want to be, then i will have a little child, who'll want to follow me, and i would want to lead just right, and know that i was true, so walk a little slower daddy, for i must follow you. Did i ever say thanks for the sacrifices you made so i could be involved in so many enriching activities? Did i ever say thanks for working so hard to provide for our family? Did i ever say thanks for teaching me, leading me & guiding me? Most of all, did i ever say thanks for caring?

Hey SUPER DADDY, HAPPY FATHERS DAY ! I LOVE YOU :)

19 June :')

19 June 2006, 12.30 am was the date when i lost someone very very precious to me, that's my grandma. Yes, i was devastated, etc. Today marks her fifth year death anniversary. You may think that i got over it long time ago, but no i'm still learning to let go bit by bit. Talking about moving on? Hmmm, i'll never be able to. She'll forever be in heart & mind. She's a part of me, my life. How can i forget her? Therefore i never will :) One thing i regret most was not telling her i love her, because i didn't knew that she would leave so soon. But at least i gave her my last hug, and then she looked in to my eyes and told me not to cry & then she passed away peacefully. It's still playing in my mind. If i knew the last time that i hugged you was the last time, i would hold you and never let go. I really thank god for her. I learnt so much from her, & i am who i am today because of her too. I wouldnt wanna trade her for any other person on this earth. If i could just spend my whole life with her, i would. But now, i dont have the chance anymore. All i can do is, look at her photos, recall her speaking to me & etc. I miss her, everything about her, i really really do. Ever experience losing someone who's a part of your life? Who was as close to you as your hands & feet? Hmm. Many times, i wish i could bring her back. But now little did i realize that by bringing her back, i'm actually being selfish, cause she would have to suffer all over again, i can still freshly recall how she battled cancer. Everything she told me, every lesson i learnt. It'll forever be in my memory. She's one of the toughest person i ever knew. She's my inspiration, my hope, someone who gives me security, love & etc. Tears will never bring her back. There's only one thing i can do, live my life on earth & make her proud. Therefore i'm gonna do that, no matter what it takes. I'm never gonna give up, cause she's my strength. Now that i know she's in a better & happier place, i should be happy for her too :") Hmm, well enough of blogging i guess, toddles. Btw, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY all you super daddys out there :)